Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Zen Through Writing

Developing Zen through Writing

Tyrone Dixon

Fielding University


Abstract

The idea of developing Zen through writing has been a discovery and a confirmation. I am an artist that is always looking to create a better understanding of my art and the process in which I am passionately committed. Through principles I now understand and practice from reading Jason Ohler’s Digital Story Telling In The Classroom, I have gained a better appreciation of the process of writing and the experience of teaching the writing process. This discussion is about the elements that connected with my consciousness and now flow freely as I share the process. Conceptualization, actualization and redacting as well as the story map process and the story spine are focal points in this discussion. The end result is the understanding of the power of clarity and the inclusion of Zen. The principles discussed here give way to creating stories that work as well as an understanding of how to teach the process effectively.

I like to define my self as artist and I am always looking to validate that idea of myself. I have enjoyed my process as an artist and continue to grow wherever possible. Learning to absorb the information as well as apply the information, in Jason Ohlers Digital Story Telling in the Classroom as well as other credible literature, created a journey that lead me to accept “the process” over perfection. There is no need to reach for something that is unattainable but there are guidelines that lead to discovery. I have come to understand the essence of story telling. I am a filmmaker who has studied and practiced for a long time but continue to open my iris, so to speak, so that I can allow more light in. “The emergent self is one who pushes back against his or her lack of knowledge or understanding and in the end comes to understand new things about himself or herself and the world.” (Ohler, p. 75) Zen is important to my process and I feel that other artist can relate to the idea of Zen. It is a benefit to clear mental and emotional clutter that can drown an effective creative process. My goal is to understand new things about myself as a creator of media.

Zen is defined simply as enlightenment through wisdom gained by experience. But also, “Zen is a way of letting things happen. And letting them be. Zen is the moment in the moment aware of the moment.” (Broughton, p. 49) This was a segway into helping me, as a writer, developed a better understanding of some specific lessons during this journey. The foundation of conceptualizing, actualizing and redacting; the story core process; and the story spine tool were easier to accept and follow the more I applied a new found appreciation for Zen to be apart of the narrative process. I found it useful to allow room for my experiences and what I have learned from those experiences to assist in the process of applying the narrative anecdotes I have come to understand.

For a long time the process of television and film has intrigued many people but the debts of the process can be daunting and force an individual to just be transported into the narrative set before them and not acknowledge the opportunity to consciously learn and therefore experience media literacy. I was different and wanted to explore the realm of narrative persuasion. “ While media literacy usually focuses on media technique, it’s also concerned with how media are structured as an aspect of persuasion.” (Ohler, p. 75) Not knowing it, as a writer, I to project a form of media literacy. “Ohler defines media literacy as the ability to recognize, evaluate, and apply the methods of media persuasion.” (Ohler, p. 75). I have been working to create many ideas that I feel could be sold to audiences of all kinds but the idea is never enough. The execution of an idea is always the determining factor in the success of anything but it is really crucial in the narrative process and the act of persuasion.

Conceptualizing an idea can appear to be easy when you don’t know the importance of it. It is more challenging when you have a clear understanding of your end goal. Rules that are more like “understanding”, than they are rules. To understand why you are writing and to what extent you plan to affect an audience is a great place to start. “ Whenever possible, ask new questions, questions you’ve never considered in the past. Turn the words around in the question so that you’re forced to rethink it.” (Johnson, p. 39) Critical thinking is an understated reality of life let alone the process of recreating life in the narrative.

I enjoy the process better now because I understand the role conceptualization plays in narrative creation. It is not where you end but where you begin. Each time I sat to create a project I found myself struggling with the conceptualization stage because I knew these would be short pieces and thought, how could I possibly tell the ideas in my mind in a really short period of time, but with the story core process and the bottom line of understanding my end goal, which was to create an emotionally immpactive project, I was able to move forward and start the process of executing my idea. No matter how many times I attempt to explore the process of creating narrative I learn something new about the process. I found it effective to just be, and allow the ideas to organically accend and not rush through the idea stage. I had to allow the enlightenment to happen and feel confident about the approach of actualizing the idea.

Execution begins with actualization. “ As your story grows, you begin to move toward the phase of the writing process called actualizing. You act on your ideas. To act for a writer means to write.” (Johnson, p. 25) To take the idea that has much thought and purpose and construct the blue print of story is the beginning of bringing to life the energy that drives a successful story.The story core process exposes the importance and value of actualization, making the story real. And once the idea is logically crafted the redacting process, or the editing process, of the story begins and this is where the fine-tuning of the story takes place and with application of the understanding, of the story core the essence of the story will be intact. As I applied story core principles around the points of conceptualization, actualization, and redacting, the process became less intrusive and eased the mental process of creating narrative. This is where Zen, enlightenment or discovery, became key to the story core process.

The story core process is designed for clarity. “When the guidelines are applied effectively to original, interesting material, the story has a much better chance of succeeding.” (Ohler p. 71)Clarity is found through the practice of working through the guidelines for the bottom line, the essence. Psychologist, Paul Bloom discusses the idea of what he calls "essentialism" – an awareness of what lies beneath the basic properties of things. This understanding opened my mind more to finding the essence and understanding that it (essence) is within transformation. Clarity equals essence in my process.

Transformation is the outcome of a good story and is the essence of character and story development. The conflict and resolution is bridged by transformation and creating the tension needed in a story that works. I realized I, as the writer, had to go through a transformation as well. As the story progressed so did my understanding of the overall goal. Clarity is not just important to crafting the story but also the experience of crafting the story should bring a personal or internal clarity for the writer. But clarity is the greatest challenge. “ As Sigmund of Vienna, says in True & False Unicorn: “Absolute clarity is the mystery beyond.” (Broughton, p. 2) For me, the purpose of the experience is personal enlightenment that I can share through the narrative voice and that I can then translate to a media format that can reach an audience. I feel confident with the story core process and its principles involving identifying the central challenge and the responses to the central challenge that leads to a resolution that completes the narrative journey; Not only as student of the writing process but also as a teacher of the process. The journey is about transformation.

The story core is the foundation that includes the principles that brings a narrative experience to the stage of funneling through elements that connect with a story. Beyond the story core is the story map and what I really appreciate is the application benefits of the story spine. The story map process gave way to the confidence that I could tell an effective story in a short period of time. “Story mapping is ideally for story projects that are short.” (Ohler, p. 99)Containment was the word that stuck I as developed my stories and began feeling confident that I could address the idea of containment consistently. As I eluded earlier, I was less than optimistic at best about telling a great story in a short period of time. The key was to acknowledge the potential of under developing a story and the importance of staying focused.The map, used properly, creates the focus needed to be steadfast with clarity. In addition to mapping, the story spine concept is very useful not only in my writing or story developing process but how I teach and share the experience of creating narrative art. The story spines as I see it is the phase in which questions are answered about the structure of the story leading to the development of situations (challenges) that move the story along. I have adopted the spine as a way to clarify the treatment and to ensure, as a writer, I am staying true to the essence of the specific story and the overall process of creating the story. “ The story spine is another step-by-step approach to providing story structure that was developed by the playwright Ken Adams (1990)” (Ohler, p. 120). When I teach writing for media I tend to get a better response from students when we get to the story spine section. A light clicks on and they began to understand what came before it and are excited about what the next phase. They, as well as I,“get the once upon a time…. Everyday…but one day… Because of that… until finally… ever since then…” model. This is where the students demonstrate interest. The process of enlightenment for must of my students happened during this stage of their writing as well as their learning. I found the spine to be highly effective as I traveled the process as well. As stated by Ohler, story core and story mapping “helps determine the power of their (students) story before they begin using all of the marvelously empowering yet distracting technology.” (Ohler, p. 122) That power translates to my writing and my commitment to the process, as I understand it today.

It has been clear to me that through using the approaches that I have mentioned thus far that my experiences of teaching writing as well as my own writing, the goal is to discover clarity and to project transformation resolving the conflict within. This takes time and an appreciation of being enlightened during the process. The focus on the story map and the story spine has not only enlightened me in an area in which I thought my experience would trump, but also allowed me to create a consistent process that is founded on the understanding and application of the story map and the story spine. In addition, conceptualization, actualization and redacting are crucial to the process that I use and aids in the releasing of tension that comes with story telling.

Getting to the bottom line before you invest the kind of time it takes to create a successful story is the goal. Time was important to me in the two projects I created for my blog but time is a good proponent for containment, clarity and therefore the bottom line, essence. Audiences respond to essence.

The key in all of this is respecting and acknowledging the process as creating and developing media literacy. As I continue my studies I look forward to working on demonstrating the positive correlation between media literacy and literary literacy. This experience of learning new ways to crafting an effective story as well to teach how to craft an effective story gives me encouragement and validation to further the theory of media literacy and the importance of it thereof.


References:

Ohler, J., (2008), Digital Story Telling in the Classroom, Corwin Press, Thousand Oaks, Ca.

Broughton, J. (1977), Making Light Of It, City Lights Books, San Francisco, Ca.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Trouble Man-Reflections

Trouble Man Reflections

Trouble Man is a short documentary that looks at a segment of the life of Tyrone Dixon, a young impressionable filmmaker, husband and parent. The experience of Hollywood and its dramatic rollercoaster ride can try anyone’s nerves including Tyrone, who shares his testimony about that rollercoaster experience. This is a story of losing faith and regaining faith all in the name of family.

I intended to do something very different, the inside story of a beauty queen, but the footage was left behind and I didn’t have time to send for it. I had to tell a story that I knew. I wanted to get a real understanding of how I could use this process (creating short narratives) as a tool in the development of my future in media psychology. I enjoy sharing and feel that this experience was emotionally engaging for not just me but maybe for others as well.

When I think of who my audience is for this project, I keep thinking of anyone who has fallen and had to pick him or herself up and keep moving. I’m attempting to reach anyone who strives to make his or her dreams come true. I intended to reach a wide variety of young people from those who are affected by pop culture to those who are affected by the CNN culture. According to the input I have received from others who have watched the film, I do believe I reached them with the underlying story of the importance of faith. I do think the honesty and the clarity of the project allows for the audience to transport themselves into the story and that is where the connection happens.

I chose the documentary format because I felt it was the best way to get my story across. It was a real challenge to make a narrative about myself and keep it authentic and beneficial to those who may choose to experience it. I believe that this project works and I feel confident that others will be able to appreciate the effort on many levels.

It was important for me to really understand the benefit of having clarity when sharing the story core and the story map. In the future the story core and story map will always be the starting point of the development of any new media I create. I had a process that I used before that was a more complicated process of writing. I really appreciate the story spine table and will continue to use the spine as the basis of creating my treatments. The simplification of the process is the most important thing I have learned by doing these projects.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Trouble Man- Storyboard

Dialogue

Action

Tyrone Interview: After making 8 Wheels And Some Soul Brotha Music, life in the movie business was great. I sacrificed for two years to get this movie made and it was worth it. When I made that movie Hollywood opened its doors to me. I produced the moved Roll Bounce. It was a really cool experience.

Open with footage of “8 Wheels And Some Soul Brotha Music” / Reelz Channel – Set Up-Music Cue

Show Footage of Roll Bounce/ Reelz Channel interview of Tyrone

Tyrone Interview: After the success of Roll Bounce and 8 Wheels, Hollywood opened its doors to me. I was making videos, consulting as a producer and many other things. I was attached to direct a major motion picture called Lazarus, which was to be a Jamaican Gangster film. Preston Holmes, Dwight Williams and Jim Fishman were producing and it looked like we were close to making this film.

Show Footage of Jamaica- Lazarus Film

Intercut – Footage of Lazarus Film

Tyrone Interview: My new wife and my new son completed the perfect picture. Life was good. I just knew it was going to continue. Tyrone Interview: As we all know Hollywood is a full of drama. Just when I thought things were great, there was a strike.

Intercut – Footage of wife and son being born

Show Footage of Strike- Many people protesting – Music Cue

It did not come at a great time. The country was going through it’s own ills. The economy dipped and gas was skyrocketing.

Show b-roll of news clip demonstrating unemployment

Tyrone Interview: I almost lost my mind trying to figure out how to hustle up work and keep things happening. But, soon after that my father died.

Show b- roll of father’s funeral – music cue

Tyrone Interview: I did lose my mind.

Show Footage from movie “ Barfly” to demonstrate Tyrone’s state of mind.

Tyrone Interview: At that time it was really tough. It created a strain on my marriage and financial strain. I did not what I was going to do.

Introduce footage/ b-roll of Church service discussing faith

Tyrone Interview: One day I got a phone call from a good friend inviting me to Living Waters of The San Fernando Valley, a new church. I had nothing else to do, I had nothing to lose, and I went. And I am so glad that I did.

Intercut- more footage of church sermon

Music Cue

Intercut – footage of family

Tyrone Interview: Going to church brought me back closer to my faith and gave me an opportunity to appreciate what’s in my life. I had to get it together and understand this was not the end of the world. My father lives through my relationship with my son. Things started to come back in place for me. I got a phone call to teach, to be a college professor. That was a wonderful experience. It was great to get that call I felt validated. Soon after that I got involved with the CAA Museum. They wanted to put my movie and my experiences with roller-skating in the museum. Life is about ups and downs. At the end of the day the things that don’t change that will all ways be there because they love you not because you make movies but because of whom you are, your family. My son does not care whether I make a movie or not, he cares about me being here for him and the rest of my family. Life is about those pleasant joys, children. I hope that God continues to bless me with opportunities to make films but more importantly I just want to grow with my family and grow in faith. I am really happy where I am right now.

Intercut- more footage of church sermon

Intercut – footage of family

Close with footage of Jackson saying “see you later”.


Trouble Man- Script

Script- Interview with Tyrone Dixon and stock footage

Title: Trouble Man

Open with footage of “8 Wheels And Some Soul Brotha Music” / Reelz Channel – Set Up-Music Cue

Tyrone Interview: After making 8 Wheels And Some Soul Brotha Music, life in the movie business was great. I sacrificed for two years to get this movie made and it was worth it. When I made that movie Hollywood opened its doors to me. I produced the moved Roll Bounce. It was a really cool experience.

Show Footage of Roll Bounce/ Reelz Channel interview of Tyrone

Show Footage of Jamaica- Lazarus Film

Tyrone Interview: After the success of Roll Bounce and 8 Wheels, Hollywood opened its doors to me. I was making videos, consulting as a producer and many other things. I was attached to direct a major motion picture called Lazarus, which was to be a Jamaican Gangster film. Preston Holmes, Dwight Williams and Jim Fishman were producing and it looked like we were close to making this film.

Intercut – Footage of wife and son being born

Tyrone Interview: My new wife and my new son completed the perfect picture. Life was good. I just knew it was going to continue. Tyrone Interview: As we all know Hollywood is a full of drama. Just when I thought things were great, there was a strike.

Show Footage of Strike- Many people protesting – Music Cue

It did not come at a great time. The country was going through it’s own ills. The economy dipped and gas was skyrocketing.

Show b-roll of news clip demonstrating unemployment

Tyrone Interview: I almost lost my mind trying to figure out how to hustle up work and keep things happening. But, soon after that my father died.

Show b- roll of father’s funeral – music cue

Tyrone Interview: I did lose my mind.

Show Footage form movie “ Barfly” to demonstrate Tyrone’s state of mind.

Tyrone Interview: At that time it was really tough. It created a strain on my marriage and financial strain. I did not what I was going to do.

Show footage/ b-roll of Church service discussing faith

Tyrone Interview: One day I got a phone call from a good friend inviting me to Living Waters of The San Fernando Valley, a new church. I had nothing else to do, I had nothing to lose, and I went. And I am so glad that I did.

Intercut- more footage of church sermon

Music Cue

Intercut – footage of family

Tyrone Interview: Going to church brought me back closer to my faith and gave me an opportunity to appreciate what’s in my life. I had to get it together and understand this was not the end of the world. My father lives through my relationship with my son. Things started to come back in place for me. I got a phone call to teach, to be a college professor. That was a wonderful experience. It was great to get that call I felt validated. Soon after that I got involved with the CAA Museum. They wanted to put my movie and my experiences with roller-skating in the museum. Life is about ups and downs. At the end of the day the things that don’t change that will all ways be there because they love you not because you make movies but because of whom you are, your family. My son does not care whether I make a movie or not, he cares about me being here for him and the rest of my family. Life is about those pleasant joys, children. I hope that God continues to bless me with opportunities to make films but more importantly I just want to grow with my family and grow in faith. I am really happy where I am right now.

Close with footage of Jackson saying “see you later”.

Trouble Man- Story Core Outline

Trouble Man Story Core Outline

1) Conflict – Writers Strike – Pops Died- financial/emotional down fall

2) Resolution – Spend time in church/ regained faith in family. Spending time with my son helped me to accept my role and to accept my fathers passing.

3) Transformation – Tyrone gained a stronger faith and self-confidence.

Central Challenge- the main challenges were to get work after the long writer’s strike and more importantly find a way to regain faith after father’s death.

Response to challenge- Gained drinking problem, hustled any kind of media work I could, and joined a church.

Resolution of challenge and response – Hired as a college professor and family ties with wife and kids blossom. Gained a stronger faith in my higher power through going to church.

Trouble Man- Introduction

I originally planned to do a short documentary about the day in the life of a beauty queen, but I some how got off track while putting it together. I felt a burning desire to share another look at my life and where I am today. Trouble Man is an introspective look at the last few years of my adventure with the movie business and the business of life.

This is the story of accepting faith and promise. During a slow period after a long strike in Hollywood, my father died and I had no idea that his death would have the kind of affect it did. I was lost and had to find my way, this time on my own. I hoped to share a part of my purpose through this testimony as well continue to heal from the lost of a man who taught me how to be a man.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGgBHx5ydxo

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Reflections- Me and Movies- Tyrone Dixon

I really enjoyed creating a biographical media piece. I have not done anything like this before. The experience was a process that allowed me to explore a space that I had only shared face to face with individuals and only a few at that. It was important for me to attempt this exercise and create a media relationship with myself. A greater awareness of self was my expectation. The process was more than I expected.

The essential story behind “ Me and Movies” is about a boy who grows into a man byway of the movies on television. Not having a father and having a mother who worked two jobs, I spent many hours watching television and finding my way through life by connecting with the characters within them. A passion for how movies are made was born as I continued to research the world of films.

Specifically I chose to create this piece of media to find and understand more of the psychology in the process of creating media. Telling my story allowed for a more introspective view of my self and the world I live in. Movies were my guide in life and now I make movies for a living. This introspection is valuable in how I view the world of others. I am confident that my film displays a direct relationship to my purpose. It is important for me to discover techniques to advance my teaching career as well as create ways that I can help others understand media and to not be negatively consumed by it.

When I started creating this piece I did not consider my audience until after it was complete. I got so lost in the process of creating and opening myself up to sharing apart of me, audience consideration became a thought when I started uploading the video to you tube. I thought of how I was not sure I wanted to share this with the rest of the world. I then started to really think about who could benefit from the experience of this piece. Young African-American boys who are growing up without fathers would be a direct audience. I believe the simplicity and directness of the piece would make it easy for the audience to consume and receive the message within. You can create the life you want; there is no need to be the victim. I hope that I could grow this piece and actually make effort to share it with that audience and see how effective the piece can be.

I thought this process would be easier for me because of my experience with film making and narrative story telling. Not. This was a real challenge and took thought as well as utilizing the techniques within Dr. Ohlers book. The story core and story map allowed me to get to a specific message and aided in the development of the script. I used still images as well as moving images from you tube to help push the story forward and give it context. I liked the outcome and plan to do more of these as I use this process help teach the narrative process to my future students.

This process of creating media demonstrated to me that I could find a story in just about anything if you can break it down to its simplest and most effective terms. Conceptualizing, actualizing and redacting have become a great asset to my writing process that I will continue to use to develop media that I plan to share with others.